Aimless Restless Fist

Sometimes we feel that we are fighting continually for something we shouldn't be fighting for. Yet after realizing that , we still can't resist the fight. I have found myself looking in the mirror, asking myself why? why am i stressing this situation? The urge to continue stronger burns in me, and i can't seem to shake it off. And so i wonder maybe this fight is to be fought but in a different way where i can  understand the struggle. My desire to do just about anything to accomplish my "secret mind war" is becoming all i am. But i stop and think God is greater then any fight any thought any war any desire any...well anything and everything in this world. So why not leave it in his hands. The enemy is so strong but we are stronger, do not be fooled and think the unseen is unavailable to destroy or bulid you up. Everthing is possible for God but anything is impossible without God. Got you thnking? God is able to get you through any situation in your life hard or easy all we have to do is leave it in his hands. Stop fighting what you know you can't do on your own, stop throwing punches cause your aim just might be wrong, in this kind of fight just one inch off your target is way off. You are fighting with out faith in God, the real Higher Power. Fight the good fight of faith and God will aim your fist and you will hit and finally be at rest. The pressure makes us struggle, the struggle makes us hunger, the hunger makes us desperate, the desperation makes us seek God. Do not wait till your at your despearation point, seek him at first sign of war and he will guide you lead you with strong hands and a willing heart to seek God will form in your inner being. An aimless restless fist will do you nothing but make it harder. God never said Life will be easy he just said it wil be easier if you seek him. Peace be still and know that he is God.